Saturday, October 22, 2011

Random Outburst

Boooooo when you have to attend class on a lovely Saturday morning :(
somemore the subject you have to attend is law..... yuckssssss i felt so lawful ( law is awful) but what to do...as a good student like me :D I'm going to attend the class hahaha :D
Plus today my parents invited Mr. Huang to my house & he is going to see what are we going to go through for the next year!!!!! BOOOOOO...... this is the 1st time he's here & i'm out :((((((( how sad.....
oh well.... luckily nothing much for me the next year hahaha :))))) just he said that i have a lot of secrets....LOL I AM!!!! I need to share it out.... maybe i should share it here hehe ^^ secondly, he said i have a lot of 'flies' flying around me LOL.... hope it is true!!! :DDDD lemme meet a nice one! LOL.... just kidding!! luckily he never said congrats she is getting married next year!!! IMMA die LMAO!!!! hahahaha..... thirdly, he said in order to make everything goes smoothly, i need to go OVERSEA for HOLIDAY!!!!!!! :DDDDDDD wheeeee...... *plan for my holiday now....:D* fourthly, he said i might fall down... need to be careful.... hmmmm..... *noted that!* hopefully next year is a better year than this year :))))))) although this year is not a bad year for me~~ well of course i should hope for the best!!!! :DDDDDD
hahahaha actually i have another things to confess lol.... i'm a bit overboard this time for angry & ignoring him last night opps :X it's not i wanna be like this... i was like this, it is because i care about him, as he just recovered from sick....& he went to party.... i know he always party & i couldn't care less... but come to think about it...you just recover from sick & u party till dawn??? don't you think he is overboard?? haha oh well.....maybe i'm a bit overreacted this time.... he was shocked at my outburst today... i seriously run out of patient already... it's good to say it out instead of keep it to myself right... in order to make our relationship stronger, we should share out what we feel & solve it together :)))))  idk why i'm like that this time~~ it's a bit scary, come to think about it now LOL..... oh well.... i shall not talk about it anymore~~ :DDDDD
but i should said i'm really a good actress hahaha... i can be so angry towards him, but at the outside i'm fooling around with my friends & my siblings.... great actress :))))) i will win Oscar!!! LOL....
ijustwwanttobewithyou&whyitissohard :(((((( 

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Here I am :)

Annyeong haseyo~~~
mood status: good
it's been a while hehe....
well, i'm doing fine here :)
KMW was AWESOME.... met 2 new friends :)))))))
it's OCTOBER already & it's my MONTH :)))))))))))
can't believe that 2011 is coming to an end~~~ time flies.....
well i did not achieve anything this year OMG.....what a waste :((((((((
I should study really really hard this time to pass 3 papers....so in the end I do achieve something right?
hmmmmm..... STUDY HARD RACHEL LEE :DDDDDDDDD STUDY FOR YOUR FUTURE!!!!! I WANNA BE A SUCCESSFUL CORPORATE WOMAN :))))))))))
i always tell myself that time doesn't stop for anyone..... plus I'm going to be 24 in 19 days time.... seriously I'm damn useless hahaha~~~ all of my friends are working to earn for a living, while i'm still fooling around.... many admire me but I feel ashamed.... :(((((((
I should take this as my motivation to study.... hmmmm..... let's suffer for this 2 months & after dec 12 i'll be free & gonna send my resume to some firms.... :)))))) job searching is on!!!!! hahaha......
after my exam i think i'm going to move to my new house!! woots :)))))))))))) can't wait to have my own room.... hahaha.... i'm a happy girl  woman~~~ some people ask why u r not sharing the same room with your sister? well my sister said " she(me) is 24 already, she should have her own room, so next time she can bring her bf home." seriously WTF!!!!! hahaha..... she has a point.... oh well.... thx u anyway :))))) I'll try my best to find a jie fu for you LOL........
till then, I'll study hard!!!! :))))))))))