heart is so jetlagged x)

ANNYEONGHASEYO~~~ x)

it's been a long time since my last update hehe~~

im sorry~ cos im very busy with my daily routine lol which is an excuse lol~~ignore me :)

well well well....im doing good here but a lil bit emo lol~~~

emo bout what? erm let me keep it to myself :D hiak hiak hiak~~~

wow June is almost over & we r going to step into the second half of 2011~~~woots~~~

time flies without realizing hahaha & i did nth for the last 6 months~~~ no achievement at all~~lol Rachel Lee u fail :)

ahhhhh i think i did something~~~ make ppl heartbreak i think lol~~~or should i say make ppl hate me?? hmmmm bad bad~~~

ahha~~ recently i met a new friend haha he is not bad hahaha~~ my lil bro always have heart to heart talk with me :) almost say im emo but actually im not hehe~~~ thx friend for cheering me up :) remember u promise to lend me ur shoulder to cry on if something happen to me :) hiak hiak hiak~~~ don worry i won't let myself cry it out lol~~~ im strong lmao~~~ only my heart cries :) hahahahahaha~~~

hmmmm i don't understand why i have those negative thingy always pop up at my mind lol~ is not that i don't trust u, it's u that did not convince me to believe u lol~~ anyway idk~ ilu but idk im confuse...... i wanna give up on us but my heart said NOOOOOO~~lol wtf..... & u always give me a cold shoulder hahaha~~ & i feel like everytime i talk to u, u r just hmmm ok, make me ide. this is why i don dare to talk to u & i feel like im disturbing u~ haha.... anyway idk what should i do? can someone give me some advice? hahahahahahaha~~~ im lost....very very lost :( should i give up? please give me some advice? :)