I'm good in nothing :)

aloha im here again :)

u guys must be shock, why do i come so often recently? erm cos i don't want to update all my ranting at twitter & facebook anymore~~ so i decided to rant at here... it is better no one know this blog anyway :) here is like my secret ranting place from now on hahahaha~ :X

don't worry i will share everything here not only bitterness but also happiness :)

well let's start~~

i know i always give people the feeling that i'm a girl with no emotions~~ cos i always laugh & fooling aound when im with my friends.... haha friends, sorry i need to act cos i don't want to reveal my sad side to u guys~ so i remain as happy as i can~ plus i doesn't want u guys to worry about me & i don't want to reveal anything to anyone~ :) sorry of my selfishness~~

when someone ignore me, i always wanna find out why this person not talking to me~ i always wanna know what did i do that hurt them? but im always that clueless, i don't know what did i do~ maybe sometimes some words that i said, hurt their feelings~ sorry that's my weakness~ if i hurt you, let me know.... i'll change :)

well, frankly speaking i think i don't have friends....haha cos im always alone~ but i always give ppl the impressions that i have a lot of friends but actually i don't~ i don't have true friend~~ i need a friend to share all my emotions lol~~~ but i can't cos i never reveal my secrets to ppl lol~ nvm i will share with u my bloggie

im good in consoling ppl but no one actually know what i have been going through~ haha~ my heart is full of plasters :) lol~~~ being stabbed dk for how many times but surprisingly it's still working fine :) i have a solid heart hahahaha :D

people used to tell me time will heal everything~ i do believe it~ but sometimes i don't~ time is for u to escape everything u have suffer~& u will try to ignore & avoid.....

maybe im a selfish brat! i don't want myself to get hurt, where else i hurt others feeling~ i'm so sorry.....

i'm afraid to be in love.... & i think im not worth for people to love me..... im not pretty, im stupid, im dumb, im not good in anything, in conclusion im nth~ pathetic :)

i don't think i wanna to continue writing anymore haha~~ i feel like crying now lol~~ anyway ciao~~