Leave the past behind~

i need to talk to someone about my problem & i can't think of a friend i can turn to.....
my friends know that i'm pretending to be ok & they know i'm not ok at all~~ they said you are pretending to smile & it is always turn into a frown.... & i keep on convince them i'm ok & i know i'm not ok at all~ why i have to act strong? they asked me to cry it out & i told them i can't....
it's been 2 days & i know it's over but i don't why i'm hurting inside.... now the only thing i can do is to MOVE ON & LOOK FORWARD & FORGET ABOUT THIS RELATIONSHIP LIKE IT NEVER EXIST AT ALL!!!
till then, start everything new :)